Category: Diary


THIS MUST END!!!

That’s it… I’m tired and sick about it… it MUST END!!!

Yes, PROCRASTINATION MUST END!!!! I can’t sit back and do nothing anymore… its too much and I do NOTHING… so NOTHING gets done… and well, I am now in the process of finishing all that I started and never really got to finish…

For starters, I am completing my diary entries that I never really got to finish… it’s a bit like cheating, yes, but I wrote little notes down saying what I did on that day… why am I doing that? Cuz I kinda want to… it will be like a small autobiography on my life… so far, I have 386 entries, meaning 386 days has passed since the fire nation attacked I wrote my first entry… a LOT has changed…

Second, I shall continue writing my guide… it’s been on a HUGE standby now and it needs to be finished… sure, I have no rush and nobody really NEEDs it right now… but the sooner I finish, the better I shall be able to feel much better about it… but that will take a while to finish the way I want it to finish…. =P

Then, I must finish reading some stuff I need to really read!!! There is the fan-fic from Brandon… “The Hunger Games” book I bought and barely started to read… and some stories from Yure in FA and his blog…

Lastly, I need to finish the 100-themes challenge!!! But I must first start to draw anything cuz I’m really just out of it… I tried drawing somthing and failed… so that really sucks… I need to do my practice sketches, get in a bad/sad mood and draw that emotion…

Yeah, that’s kinda what I need to do… unfortunately, it’s easier said than done… and if you’ve noticed, I didn’t say anything about the story I’m making (The Specialists) cuz I’m not sure if I will continue it or scrap it… it all depends on the rest…

*sigh*
Lots of work for me… but I WANT to do it… =P

Journal 3: October 5, 2011

@ 22:54

Mood: Sleepy and concerned, depressed
Status: Want to pee…
Listening: Thoughts in my head… cars passing by…
Thoughts: Depression, full bladder, have to get to work…
Daily Quote: “Ugghhh” (expressionism rocks!! Also onomatopoeia!!)

Dear diary… wait, shit!!
Anyawys, today wasn’t totaly bad at all you know… woke up early before my alarme went off (that’s unusual), though I felt sick from yesterday’s tummy thingy…
Had this awesome dream of having super powers and stuff, then playing games and what not while using powers to organize game…. quite fun!
Studied some anatomy… wait no, lets be honest… like I’d study shit!! Man I hate it that I can’t study at all!! Fuck, what will I do…
Getting back to the topic, I checked my FA/Face accounts (also Nivlek) and blah blah blah….
Left 4 shcool and yeah, listened to oldies this time!! Got to school @06:40ish and got a proyector and same room… went upstairs and opened the room…
-[The Anatomy teacher]- came late (as usual) and started class with some gossip about Shakira being pregnat and all (and I’m like WTF does this have to do with anatomy… but as long as he doesn’t call me, I’ts AAaaallll goooood =)
So anyways, -[a classmate]- said the Humerus and we got the rest for tomorrow… went to take the Biochemistry exam (which was quite easy BTW, but don’t be jinxing it!!)
Went to eat a couple of tortas (some Mexican sandwich) and while I was there, I listened to Christian music from a Similares pharmacy (weird is when you hears music like that form a locale)
Went back to shcool, talked about movies and old TV shows that we used to watch… oh wait BEFORE THAT!!!
I drew my very first Babyfur fursona!!! YAY!!! Was quite happy how it came out!!! It’s toatly me!! =P
So… waited for embrio and got told by -[a friend]- that -[the embryo teacher]- wasn’t coming, so we left… walked to get the green bus cuz the AU (a bus company name) wasn’t running regular streets, well we were closer to green ones actually =)
Once at home, got on the internet and checked FA/Face/Mail… scanned my babyfur and started a new SAI proyect for it… mom arrived and fixed lunch/supper and yeah…
Ate some picaditas (Mexican food) and then downloaded the fantastic voyage, then went to help brother take out sticker from car… came back home and turned off computer.
“Studied” (<– yeah right!!) and then was back on computer to do embrio work… uploaded babyfur and fursona test to FA….
I learned one sad news… Steve Jobs died today!! Yes, the cofounder of Apple Inc. died!!! NOOOOOOO!!!! Waaaaa *cryes like a little baby girly girl*
Anayways, uploaded babyfur to BFME and yeah… thats pretty much it…

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Other not so important stuff (everything above counts too):

Steve Jobs died, so tragic…
Don’t remmeber wanking today, but haven;t checked yet…
Have to print out embrio crap!! Want to sleep in but can;t cuz of school tomorrow…

Good bye Steve Jobs, we’ll miss you lots!!

(the @ ##:## is the time I wrote the entry at… it is in 24-hour scale)

Mood: Bored to hell…
Status: Hungry =P
Listening: Nothing ='(
Thoughts: Sleep, anger, depression
Daily Quote: “So what?” (expresion I’ll say if anyone finds out that I’m a Furry {baby/diaperfur to be exact}

Well, after I woke up today, I wanted to turn on my computer but my mother woke up pretty damn fast, so I hesitated (bad choice). So after a shower, I finally turned on my laptop and guess what? The freaking CHKDSK was running (I had it scheduled yesterday for next start up), so that took like forever!!! Honestly, it did take about 2 hours, which were quite boring and stupid since I had nothing to do…

For those of you who don’t know it, CHKDSK is a Windows tool for error-checking a Hard Disk Dirve or HDD.

Well 2 hrs later and I finally left for school (a bit late to be early @6:35), thank God my class started at 8, but anyways… during the ride there, my earphones started to F-up because of the cable that it has, but I kind of managed… It really wasn’t my day you know…

Anyways, I got to school @7:20 and went to get a projector and the Acisclo for -[my teacher]- and anatomy, but the key for Acisclo wasn’t there!!! They didn’t give it back to -[the secretary]- on Friday, so we went to the classroom instead (where -[my anatomy teacher]- was a bit confused about but whatever).

Once at the class, I put the things ready and waited for -[the teacher]-, he didn’t take long to arrive, and he brought bad news for us… our grades for the exam. He got -[a student]- to call out the list while he said the person’s grade. I was called and he said “2.5” and kept going (which is based on a scale of 1 to 10, with 6+ being a passing grade). Then a few minutes later, he called me again and I said “What again? How’s that so?” He looked back at the tests and saw he read my name on the paper I had graded for -[another student]-, so SHE got a 2.5 and I got a measly 1.5 (I already knew I failed, so what was the point)?

Well, after the grading, I set up the computer and projector #15 and started to put everything together when -[the teacher]- told us a story about some student who passed med school just because she belonged in the Animal Humane Society as did the Dr. that allowed her to pass (she was quite… errr….. stupid? Well, not stupid but she DID NOT know a thing!!). Then he was all about “What would you guys do if you failed med school?” and was on to another story about how the factories from the region of Mendoza-Orizaba (Mendoza being the city where the school is at and Orizaba being my home city) failed, and thousands of workers got laid off and what not, and how they got the jobs and how it was a privilege to be studying and yadda, yadda, yadda…

So, after a long 1hr:30min class, I was putting the projector away and well -[a friend]- wanted to use it and told him to come with me and talk to -[the secretary]-. She asked me about projector #3 (which I changed on friday for #15) because someone dropped it and it doesn’t work no more, but she trusts me and believed me (cuz I was telling the truth anyways)

So anyways, -[he]- didn’t get the projector, it was given to someone else and -[the biochemistry teacher]- let us go becuase of our test tomorrow… so there I went to get some copies of some book first (for anatomy next day) and then took the 1st bus back home…

Once home, I changed clothes and made a post on Facebook and a poll too, saying what would we do if we failed med school. I then went on to checking everything else (FA BF.ME e-mails etc.) and left to buy some blank CDs… I met my mom on my way there and talked a little, then was on my way. I got a nice Leg-Sandwich (just a sandwhich with meat) on my way to buy 5 CDs (and I forgot to buy the paper sleeves) and also bought 3 Macarrones (Mexican treat) and went back home. I ate 1 on the way there and then ate the rest back at home (yeah I is sefish!!). Saw Facebook and saw this huge comment “on quiting because we don’t want idiots here, we want people who study only” and stuff, I immediately wrote back and it all worked fine…

Then, I worked on my last paper for bioquemistry (my own topic BTW), then ate some food and got back to work. Finished the job, burnt it (to a CD that is), then I drawed abit more on my folder… then scanned the paper image, saw what file types were for images (I’m choosing TIFF or RAW from now on) and yeah, then I turned off my computer…

I studyed as hard as I could anatomy (copies) and embryology (book), and got almost nowhere on anatomy… so yeah, that sucks!! Now I’m here writing about this…

Oh, I also found the song I was looking for all these years (Vuelve- Diego Verdaguer) and was so happy to put it on my ipod… well, thats pretty much it…

And this looks more like a freaking diary!!! Not a journal!!! =P

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Other not so important stuff (everything above counts too):

I think I have decided to be a crossbreed between a fox and a wolf (fox’s tail/colors? and wolf’s body/colors?)
(for those of you who don’t know it yet… I am a furry, well babyfur…)
I cried when I heard “Vuelve”… so sad!!!
Never found my Y-Splitter ='(… still tired…

End of message…

So… I was requested by a great friend of mine to write my “Diaries” here, and I’m like: sure, why not?

I think only a handful of people that know about my blog know who I really am in real life. And besides, I honestly don’t mind if anyone knows me or not, if they think I’m crazy or whatever for telling people how my life is, how I am and what is going on with me. Heck, I don’t mind if anyone knows some secrets of mine, which aren’t many.

So I have decided to write my journals here… well…fine… they are diaries and decided to call them journals for no reason (lol)… However, I will modify the following to them:

  1. Omit certain info- like some names and very specific details for privacy issues… I don’t want anyone to come at me and yell that I have no right to use their names. So I will need their full approval to add their names in.
  2. Censorship- I do not want to be banned from Blogger or Google entirely, so I prefer censoring certain things like explicit events (you know what I’m talking about), bad language, etc. I will try to make it “kid safe”, even though this is NOT intended for kids to read, but just in case they find this…
  3. Extra “Author’s” comments- These will be useful to clarify certain events or anything else really.  They will be in italics and underlined so no confusion is made between the journal and the extra comment itself.

So, without further ado (<– spell checker and yahoo answers rock!), I will post the very first journal… I think it might look boring, long and painful to read, but just remember this, I aint forcing you to read it.

And one last note before I forget… ALL COMMENTS WELCOME!!! If you have something to say… anything, just write it down as a reply. I don’t mind if you insult, praise, question, or motivate me or anything!!! Just tell me what’s on your mind, and I’m happy with this.

I will just request you one thing: DO NOT INSULT OTHER PEOPLE WHO HAVE COMMENTED!!! One thing is to insult me (which I can take and tolerate) but another thing is to insult other people who have freely spoken their mind. So please respect each other’s comments and refrain from starting a fire of hatred.

Thanks!!

=P