Lately I have been depressed again… feeling quite down for not doing things I would rather love doing, but I guess that’s life… but that’s when I remembered those good times I had in the past.

So I have decided, and hope to be able to achieve, to get back on my paws… and eventho I’m just 2, I’ll try to at least start crawling back to where my life was a bit happier.

I think I will start to do them diaries again so as to release some stress from daily events… also start to take better care of my health; not that is in danger or something, but I have really let myself go (went from size 31 to 33)… I need to eat less junk food and more healthy snacks…

I also need/want to wear a diaper on my mouth and stop being such a potty mouth… tho I don’t say obsenities in public outloud, I still say them to myself which for me is a bit of a bad habit…

 

I want these changes in my life… why? ‘Cuz I just want something to change in my life… I may not be able to change everything but I will give it a good try… and don’t worry, I won’t be making myself suffer and taking things a bit tooooo far… so no starving myself and such…

*hugs everyone*

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